the last few weeks i have sat down a few times to try to create and i just can't do anything. i sit there...i try one thing but then i'm consumed by a million thoughts racing in my head...so try something else. i look at old pictures i created and there seems to be a thought process to them...i look down at the picture i just to create and it looks like one big mess.
in this article i was reading this arcitect was feeling blocked so began writing each morning to clear her head. when she did this she began to feel more clear and her anxiety decreased.
so it came to me... i have to start writing again.. b/c i have all these things, worries, desires, ideas, etc. in my head that i do not know what to do with. they are just floating around with no where to go...only to keep building and building until one day i finally have a break down. at this point i don't even know where to start.
so here i am...back to writing. i don't know if i will write in here or return to an actual writing journal. what i do know is that i have start writing on a regular basis again. if anything...just as a way to vent and clear my head.